PhoenixKindled by the sparksOf inner sentiments that turns into flamesBurning within and becoming ashesI am lost in the confusion of grey and blackYou are not there to enshrine themTo sort it outTo keep it togetherI am spinning around myselfSearching for my cohesionUntil I arise out of the ruinsAs someone you could have been proud of..Gone is theLove, the Happiness, the Hope, the TrustCollapsing to a decaying cluster that only the wind can devourWho holds me together when I cannot?Not you, you are goneNot from my dreamsNot from my heart... But out of my life!